Tuesday, December 21, 2010
YO!
wow today get result haha kind of happy although my result is like shiit haha is onli 2.88/4 HAHA! what a result. which i will cry like baby if i was in poly haha but i am so so so happy when i see my result this morning hahaha!
anyway i went kite flying with my poly friends on saturday was awesomely FUN! omg! i hope everyday was like tt day! haha. Went to kelvin's house in the morning to buy things that make the sandwiches and bought 2 kites which were super CHEAP! guess the price? haha it is $1.90 and $1 hahaha can u believe it? hahaha! should have buy more hahaha! after much chaos of making the sandwiches, we finally left house heading to marina bay haha. WE WERE LATE! hahaha and the funny thing is jiajun reached dam early but at the wrong place hahaha! so we waited for him be we take shuttle bus and what make it worse is when he reached, it started to rain heavily hahahahahaha! then we 3 ppl shared one umbrella and walked to the shuttle bus bus stop to take the bus. haha the bus came very soon after we reached the bus stop but! it stop there superrr long b4 he move hahaha.
when we reached barridge i met wilson and wee keat haha and then meet ben and edmond haha but they left shortly after haha only left ben with us haha then meet joesph, small joey and duncan and lastly jieying and xavier. haha.
Saw alot of differenr kinds of kite haha. got gold fish squid bird penguin and many many more. the most amazing ones are the hugh colourful octopus (which kel and jiajun agrued with me that it is jellyfish) and the green extremely long snake. omg! so nice but it is dam hard to make it fly haha. We got a really hard time to fly our cheap cheap kites haha took like hours the kite still on the floor and we finally succesfully fly the batman kite and gave up on the orange kite and went to eat haha. after tt we went to try to fly the orange kite again haha the orange kite is so lucky it met two cirtical time which we nearly lost it to the roof top haha! but we manage to save it haha. BUT batman not so lucky it is trap at the roof top and so we say byebye to it hahaha! we played monopoly deal and brige while slacking. evening time we took a few jump shot and photos before we left haha.
HAHA and we left too late and waited for the bus super long then board 400 and we missed the busstop and alighted at some weird place that i nv go b4 haha then we manage to took mrt and went for dinner at newyork newyork. ordered quite alot of food and we shared haha after that went home haha so fun and so tired haha..
ytd I went to NEX with kel, watch tron there haha but dun reeally understand too chim haha butt abit disappointed coz the effect also not nice somemore we watch 3D waste money haha! nex is quite big but all the normal shop though. haha
sianz sia my birthday party is a headache sia haha dunno what should i do so sianz haha. so lazy to plan. i am holding at my house but ask my friends all come and eat then go home like weird leh. should have something special rite? tot of giving some small gift but for so many ppl dam ex sia and dunno what to give also haha. then also dunno want bbq or buffet haha. dunno should have a dressing theme anot. ahyo so sianz! hahahahahaha! and this year no demand sia cannot wish and HOPE ppl to buy for me as present hahahahahaha! should think of demand first HAHA! just kidding..
k lah end here liao tt stupid mosquitoe keep bitting me while i blogging super irritating roar! haha kk byebye! miss me! haha
wow today get result haha kind of happy although my result is like shiit haha is onli 2.88/4 HAHA! what a result. which i will cry like baby if i was in poly haha but i am so so so happy when i see my result this morning hahaha!
anyway i went kite flying with my poly friends on saturday was awesomely FUN! omg! i hope everyday was like tt day! haha. Went to kelvin's house in the morning to buy things that make the sandwiches and bought 2 kites which were super CHEAP! guess the price? haha it is $1.90 and $1 hahaha can u believe it? hahaha! should have buy more hahaha! after much chaos of making the sandwiches, we finally left house heading to marina bay haha. WE WERE LATE! hahaha and the funny thing is jiajun reached dam early but at the wrong place hahaha! so we waited for him be we take shuttle bus and what make it worse is when he reached, it started to rain heavily hahahahahaha! then we 3 ppl shared one umbrella and walked to the shuttle bus bus stop to take the bus. haha the bus came very soon after we reached the bus stop but! it stop there superrr long b4 he move hahaha.
when we reached barridge i met wilson and wee keat haha and then meet ben and edmond haha but they left shortly after haha only left ben with us haha then meet joesph, small joey and duncan and lastly jieying and xavier. haha.
Saw alot of differenr kinds of kite haha. got gold fish squid bird penguin and many many more. the most amazing ones are the hugh colourful octopus (which kel and jiajun agrued with me that it is jellyfish) and the green extremely long snake. omg! so nice but it is dam hard to make it fly haha. We got a really hard time to fly our cheap cheap kites haha took like hours the kite still on the floor and we finally succesfully fly the batman kite and gave up on the orange kite and went to eat haha. after tt we went to try to fly the orange kite again haha the orange kite is so lucky it met two cirtical time which we nearly lost it to the roof top haha! but we manage to save it haha. BUT batman not so lucky it is trap at the roof top and so we say byebye to it hahaha! we played monopoly deal and brige while slacking. evening time we took a few jump shot and photos before we left haha.
HAHA and we left too late and waited for the bus super long then board 400 and we missed the busstop and alighted at some weird place that i nv go b4 haha then we manage to took mrt and went for dinner at newyork newyork. ordered quite alot of food and we shared haha after that went home haha so fun and so tired haha..
ytd I went to NEX with kel, watch tron there haha but dun reeally understand too chim haha butt abit disappointed coz the effect also not nice somemore we watch 3D waste money haha! nex is quite big but all the normal shop though. haha
sianz sia my birthday party is a headache sia haha dunno what should i do so sianz haha. so lazy to plan. i am holding at my house but ask my friends all come and eat then go home like weird leh. should have something special rite? tot of giving some small gift but for so many ppl dam ex sia and dunno what to give also haha. then also dunno want bbq or buffet haha. dunno should have a dressing theme anot. ahyo so sianz! hahahahahaha! and this year no demand sia cannot wish and HOPE ppl to buy for me as present hahahahahaha! should think of demand first HAHA! just kidding..
k lah end here liao tt stupid mosquitoe keep bitting me while i blogging super irritating roar! haha kk byebye! miss me! haha
Winnie XD 5:44 pm.
Tuesday, December 07, 2010
yo is me again.
I just feel super sad? Dun really know my feeling now. just feel like crying everytime I think of sch stuff. I dun like what I studying now really dun like it. I dun like the way it make me feel unsure I hate the way it make me suddenly feel tt I finally get wat it means but then immediately throw me a hard qn and kick me back to where I started.
Maybe is coz I dun get it tts why I hate it. I put in so much effort to do well in it but why I always feel tt this effort tt I put in has all gone to waste. I feel so lonely in nus I can't find anyone to really talk to I can't show anyone my true self. Everyday has to act nice talk so politely to everyone. I am so tired to be there. I dun feel I belong to there.
But I dun want to give up I really dun want to. Coz I dun want to let my mama feel disappointed. Everytime I cried coz I dunno how to do dunno how to solve dun understand while studying and even when I went to tell her my problem and worries of studys. I will see her worried and disappointed face. I hate it you know.
I dunno what to do. Even if I can transfer to other sch other course I think the outcome will be the same bah I am so lost.
I always need someone by my side always so anti social I know I have to change but I dunno how and I feel really scared to go out in groups I dunno how to interact with people or instead is I scared to interact with people. Busniess just not my thing rite? Or it is just an excuse for me to escape from studying in nus?
I dunno I feel so empty.
You know even my 21st birthday I also dun feel like celebrating coz I dun see the point. what this celebration for? A chance to gather? But who to invite? My mind onli have kel Ben sy hj jw and mj. I wanted to invite my poly classmate too but I think even they come I also have nth to talk to them. 3 years classmate but I not really close to them. Wat have I been doing in these 3 years I also dunno. What should I do for my birthday? No idea dun feel like caring. Home BBQ is wat I initially think of but my house so messy so I dunno should I go ahead with the plan.
Dunno lah I am so tired I shall go slp then byebye nite miss you
I just feel super sad? Dun really know my feeling now. just feel like crying everytime I think of sch stuff. I dun like what I studying now really dun like it. I dun like the way it make me feel unsure I hate the way it make me suddenly feel tt I finally get wat it means but then immediately throw me a hard qn and kick me back to where I started.
Maybe is coz I dun get it tts why I hate it. I put in so much effort to do well in it but why I always feel tt this effort tt I put in has all gone to waste. I feel so lonely in nus I can't find anyone to really talk to I can't show anyone my true self. Everyday has to act nice talk so politely to everyone. I am so tired to be there. I dun feel I belong to there.
But I dun want to give up I really dun want to. Coz I dun want to let my mama feel disappointed. Everytime I cried coz I dunno how to do dunno how to solve dun understand while studying and even when I went to tell her my problem and worries of studys. I will see her worried and disappointed face. I hate it you know.
I dunno what to do. Even if I can transfer to other sch other course I think the outcome will be the same bah I am so lost.
I always need someone by my side always so anti social I know I have to change but I dunno how and I feel really scared to go out in groups I dunno how to interact with people or instead is I scared to interact with people. Busniess just not my thing rite? Or it is just an excuse for me to escape from studying in nus?
I dunno I feel so empty.
You know even my 21st birthday I also dun feel like celebrating coz I dun see the point. what this celebration for? A chance to gather? But who to invite? My mind onli have kel Ben sy hj jw and mj. I wanted to invite my poly classmate too but I think even they come I also have nth to talk to them. 3 years classmate but I not really close to them. Wat have I been doing in these 3 years I also dunno. What should I do for my birthday? No idea dun feel like caring. Home BBQ is wat I initially think of but my house so messy so I dunno should I go ahead with the plan.
Dunno lah I am so tired I shall go slp then byebye nite miss you
Winnie XD 1:16 am.
