Sunday, May 28, 2006
ahlo...here to blog..
now i understand..u cant live the way u want..cant have the ending u want..
feeling as cold as i am in Antarctica..
feeling as sweet as i am in a place full of dessert..
i..
want to tok yet dun dare to..
miss yet dun dare tell..
have yet dun treasure it..
give up yet dun bear..
happy yet sad..
sad yet happy..
face yet dun have the courage..
i finally know tt..
i am a one want ppl to care but not worth to be care of..
i am a one as dirty as a pile of shiit..
i am a one as stupid as a pig..maybe worst..
i am a one always seek for ppl attention but not success..maybe coz i have a lonely childhood..
i am a one not worth to be love..
i am a one borned to hurt ppl..
i am a one tt always think m clever yet not..
i am a one only think abt myself..
i am a one only know how to cry yet nth esle..
i am a one want to have gd result yet not hardworking..
i am a one always blame others not myself..
i am a one so selfish just like the ppl selling fish in the market...
i am a one have everything yet dun treasure it..
i am a one only want enjoy..
i am a one tt live to waste space, food, air, pollute the surrounding..
i am a one JUST SUX IN LIFE..
DUN ASK ME WHAT HAPPEN TO ME..
DUN ASK ME WHY I SUDDENLY LIKE TT..
DUN ASK ME ANYTHING...
COZ THIS IS MY BLOG..
COZ THIS IS MY DAIRY..
COZ THIS IS WHAT I AM THINKING..
COZ I DUN WANT ANYONE TO ASK ABT IT...
COZ I NOT WORTH TO BE CARE...
MY MIND NV STOP CHANGING..
MY MOOD NV STOP SWINGING..
wah sianz today do nth ..wake up at 12pm yay!! finally can slp until 12pm haha long long time nv slp until 12 liao haha...maybe coz of the rain bahz haha...wake up read the format then slack here and there liao haha..VERY SCARY!!! haha tml o lvl chinese..hope is easy bahz T_T...then bath then now blog lor...dun feel like toking..dunno why lah..my mind v stop changing..mood nv stop swinging..ok the end byebye...
now i understand..u cant live the way u want..cant have the ending u want..
feeling as cold as i am in Antarctica..
feeling as sweet as i am in a place full of dessert..
i..
want to tok yet dun dare to..
miss yet dun dare tell..
have yet dun treasure it..
give up yet dun bear..
happy yet sad..
sad yet happy..
face yet dun have the courage..
i finally know tt..
i am a one want ppl to care but not worth to be care of..
i am a one as dirty as a pile of shiit..
i am a one as stupid as a pig..maybe worst..
i am a one always seek for ppl attention but not success..maybe coz i have a lonely childhood..
i am a one not worth to be love..
i am a one borned to hurt ppl..
i am a one tt always think m clever yet not..
i am a one only think abt myself..
i am a one only know how to cry yet nth esle..
i am a one want to have gd result yet not hardworking..
i am a one always blame others not myself..
i am a one so selfish just like the ppl selling fish in the market...
i am a one have everything yet dun treasure it..
i am a one only want enjoy..
i am a one tt live to waste space, food, air, pollute the surrounding..
i am a one JUST SUX IN LIFE..
DUN ASK ME WHAT HAPPEN TO ME..
DUN ASK ME WHY I SUDDENLY LIKE TT..
DUN ASK ME ANYTHING...
COZ THIS IS MY BLOG..
COZ THIS IS MY DAIRY..
COZ THIS IS WHAT I AM THINKING..
COZ I DUN WANT ANYONE TO ASK ABT IT...
COZ I NOT WORTH TO BE CARE...
MY MIND NV STOP CHANGING..
MY MOOD NV STOP SWINGING..
wah sianz today do nth ..wake up at 12pm yay!! finally can slp until 12pm haha long long time nv slp until 12 liao haha...maybe coz of the rain bahz haha...wake up read the format then slack here and there liao haha..VERY SCARY!!! haha tml o lvl chinese..hope is easy bahz T_T...then bath then now blog lor...dun feel like toking..dunno why lah..my mind v stop changing..mood nv stop swinging..ok the end byebye...
Winnie XD 5:57 pm.
Monday, May 22, 2006
yoz!! long time no blog..haha here to clear dust..hehe thx son!! for clearing dust for me hehe...haha lets blog abt last few days too instead of only today's haha...
hmm..ytd(tues) was feeling sux...dunno why lah..maybe coz of the result...and last time thing suddenly cross my mind then i miss them all!! so feel like shiit..i told everyone tt i go slp liao..and is like 8plus near 9 but then i nv...i just brush teeth then lie on the bed...on my "tap" until i fall aslp then off the "tap"...then this morning eyes very hard to open and very pain...but after awhile jiu ok liao..hmm
today(wed) got soical etiqutte course...learn how eat haha..in the morning jiu go liao then the first speaker very interesting then the 2nd one boring liao haha i keep yawning haha..haha then go eat liao is free sitting then we all(jy ros xy jo rice me xav kel) all sit together and two more forgot who liao..haha..then eat lor...very nice the food then eat until very full haha...ok end here..
today(thurs) timetable changed..only got chinese and chem today..then the lesson is DAM LONG!! haha..chinese slack lah..the teacher call us to read the dunno what paper she gives out then read halfway i fall aslp...then when i wake up tt time see everyone at my right hand side all slp hahahaha..then later go tok to joleen haha...then after tt go for chem...then do practical..SO FUN haha..but alot error haha..nvm lah..haha..then do until very late..then qh wait for me in the canteen coz got band meeting..then give her see the band camp thingy then jiu go home liao haha..fast sia..haha..then later take bus with kel wil and xav then go tpy..then while waiting for hy..they are toking abt result then i dun want listen so i watch the kids behind them.THEY ARE SO CUTE!!! hahaha..then after nth much to see laio i walk far far away haha...sianz..then my mood spoilt coz of the result..i sux kz..my result LIKE SHIIT!! asshole freak ass shiit!!..after tt jiu go home liao then i forgot what happen liao hahaha...ok end here...
today(fri) all CHINESE!!! omg!!! haha so BORING!! haha..chinese lesson sLp haha..then later do mock exam then is so sianz dun feel like doing coz still blur blur de..haha then anyhow do..after recess chinese again then go through the paper...so many wrong sianz lah..haha nvm lor..then after tt do nth again then play hp game haha..then later go walk walk haha...(walk out by back door go in by front door) hahaha i did it twice i think then later go toilet then go home lo!! haha..boring day..haha...then forgot waht happen liao haha...end here..
today(sat) going library haha..wow!! i go library wor!! haha..(but i borrowed, haven start reading yet haha later then read bahz..i think haha) haha..then in the morning dun feel like waking up coz is just 8am..then slack in the bed until 10am and i tot is 11am so get off bed haha..then after brush teeth see the clock is 10am --_--"" dotzz haha..nvm lor go drink milo then watch cartoon..hahaha...then later i see 11am ah..ok lor 1115am then go out..then watch zatchbell until so shuang until forgot abt the time hahahahaha...then 1130am then go out then met kel at J8 to go library together then i was late 30min i think haha...
then at bus stop there got one ahma want lent phone to call her daughter then kel lent her then after tt go tpy haha reach there first thing go mac eat haha..then i eat mcspicy..haha i eat until tears nearly drop hahaha...then after tt go library lor..haha stay in the library very long bahz..then borrow a eng grammar book LOL!! i cant stop luffing for borrowing tt book haha..coz very funny hahaha but i need lah so sad haiz my eng fail until so cham T_T...ok nvm then i borrow two books abt snake and two other books haha...total 5 books hahaha...then go buy ice cream eat..while eating saw yx haha..then very funny hahaha...then go buy drink then go ahma house liao coz late liao...haha..
reach ahma house then coz no one there so play maple lor..then after tt go for dinner outside coz no one go so no use cooking haha..then eat le..very full sia..the person siao lor..cook so much and only average taste haha...mama cook better than him lah...=X hahaha...ok then go back ben lai want play maple again but my cousin buxiaoxin off the com then sianz..coz no password then cant play liao so play hp game haha..play until left one bar battery haha..then fiona they all come back then i can play maple le haha..then play until my mama say want go home liao then go home lor haha...so go home play maple lor haha..maple whole day --_--"" hahaha..ok end here bahz haha...
today (sun) in the morning go see doctor for my face de then after tt go buy newspaper haha...i read the newspaper until cannot stop haha so fun reading..didnt know newspaper so fun to read..haha i think i mad liao haha...then after tt whole day maple again haha...help kel do quest so mafan the quest do until i very tired haha..but fun haha..haven do finish yet...hahaha...then go msn chat then go kajiao sis..then see alot cute heart shape thingy hahaha..then i cope some hehehehe then after tt jiu go slp liao haha...end here boring day haha..
TODAY!!! haha finally...today go sch..no bag muhaha..then u know what T_T i forgot bring tie...lucky met joleen's friend then she got chior thingy then no need wear tie but she got bring tie so borrow from her..haha THX manz!! hahaha...then lesson boring lor..do practical haha...fun fun fun hahaha...ok after tt health check i tot i will have to wear spec but i DUN need YAY!!! haha hehe..so happy then go back class for amaths so boring haha...but dunno how to do lah sianz lor..tml must bring textbook sianz..haha today got hw lor but dun feel like doing sianz but must lah..hahaha...today ben lai want go watch movie de but coz muhaha gals got tt *** haha then i dun feel like going le so nv go haha...eee lor so disgusting hahahaha...ok lah i go do hw le bahz...i think i will watch bleach later and maple also hahaha slacker haha...OHYA!! i will read the book today too hehe!! hahaha....hao bahz..end here haha...BYEBYE!! long blog sia hahahaha...
hmm..ytd(tues) was feeling sux...dunno why lah..maybe coz of the result...and last time thing suddenly cross my mind then i miss them all!! so feel like shiit..i told everyone tt i go slp liao..and is like 8plus near 9 but then i nv...i just brush teeth then lie on the bed...on my "tap" until i fall aslp then off the "tap"...then this morning eyes very hard to open and very pain...but after awhile jiu ok liao..hmm
today(wed) got soical etiqutte course...learn how eat haha..in the morning jiu go liao then the first speaker very interesting then the 2nd one boring liao haha i keep yawning haha..haha then go eat liao is free sitting then we all(jy ros xy jo rice me xav kel) all sit together and two more forgot who liao..haha..then eat lor...very nice the food then eat until very full haha...ok end here..
today(thurs) timetable changed..only got chinese and chem today..then the lesson is DAM LONG!! haha..chinese slack lah..the teacher call us to read the dunno what paper she gives out then read halfway i fall aslp...then when i wake up tt time see everyone at my right hand side all slp hahahaha..then later go tok to joleen haha...then after tt go for chem...then do practical..SO FUN haha..but alot error haha..nvm lah..haha..then do until very late..then qh wait for me in the canteen coz got band meeting..then give her see the band camp thingy then jiu go home liao haha..fast sia..haha..then later take bus with kel wil and xav then go tpy..then while waiting for hy..they are toking abt result then i dun want listen so i watch the kids behind them.THEY ARE SO CUTE!!! hahaha..then after nth much to see laio i walk far far away haha...sianz..then my mood spoilt coz of the result..i sux kz..my result LIKE SHIIT!! asshole freak ass shiit!!..after tt jiu go home liao then i forgot what happen liao hahaha...ok end here...
today(fri) all CHINESE!!! omg!!! haha so BORING!! haha..chinese lesson sLp haha..then later do mock exam then is so sianz dun feel like doing coz still blur blur de..haha then anyhow do..after recess chinese again then go through the paper...so many wrong sianz lah..haha nvm lor..then after tt do nth again then play hp game haha..then later go walk walk haha...(walk out by back door go in by front door) hahaha i did it twice i think then later go toilet then go home lo!! haha..boring day..haha...then forgot waht happen liao haha...end here..
today(sat) going library haha..wow!! i go library wor!! haha..(but i borrowed, haven start reading yet haha later then read bahz..i think haha) haha..then in the morning dun feel like waking up coz is just 8am..then slack in the bed until 10am and i tot is 11am so get off bed haha..then after brush teeth see the clock is 10am --_--"" dotzz haha..nvm lor go drink milo then watch cartoon..hahaha...then later i see 11am ah..ok lor 1115am then go out..then watch zatchbell until so shuang until forgot abt the time hahahahaha...then 1130am then go out then met kel at J8 to go library together then i was late 30min i think haha...
then at bus stop there got one ahma want lent phone to call her daughter then kel lent her then after tt go tpy haha reach there first thing go mac eat haha..then i eat mcspicy..haha i eat until tears nearly drop hahaha...then after tt go library lor..haha stay in the library very long bahz..then borrow a eng grammar book LOL!! i cant stop luffing for borrowing tt book haha..coz very funny hahaha but i need lah so sad haiz my eng fail until so cham T_T...ok nvm then i borrow two books abt snake and two other books haha...total 5 books hahaha...then go buy ice cream eat..while eating saw yx haha..then very funny hahaha...then go buy drink then go ahma house liao coz late liao...haha..
reach ahma house then coz no one there so play maple lor..then after tt go for dinner outside coz no one go so no use cooking haha..then eat le..very full sia..the person siao lor..cook so much and only average taste haha...mama cook better than him lah...=X hahaha...ok then go back ben lai want play maple again but my cousin buxiaoxin off the com then sianz..coz no password then cant play liao so play hp game haha..play until left one bar battery haha..then fiona they all come back then i can play maple le haha..then play until my mama say want go home liao then go home lor haha...so go home play maple lor haha..maple whole day --_--"" hahaha..ok end here bahz haha...
today (sun) in the morning go see doctor for my face de then after tt go buy newspaper haha...i read the newspaper until cannot stop haha so fun reading..didnt know newspaper so fun to read..haha i think i mad liao haha...then after tt whole day maple again haha...help kel do quest so mafan the quest do until i very tired haha..but fun haha..haven do finish yet...hahaha...then go msn chat then go kajiao sis..then see alot cute heart shape thingy hahaha..then i cope some hehehehe then after tt jiu go slp liao haha...end here boring day haha..
TODAY!!! haha finally...today go sch..no bag muhaha..then u know what T_T i forgot bring tie...lucky met joleen's friend then she got chior thingy then no need wear tie but she got bring tie so borrow from her..haha THX manz!! hahaha...then lesson boring lor..do practical haha...fun fun fun hahaha...ok after tt health check i tot i will have to wear spec but i DUN need YAY!!! haha hehe..so happy then go back class for amaths so boring haha...but dunno how to do lah sianz lor..tml must bring textbook sianz..haha today got hw lor but dun feel like doing sianz but must lah..hahaha...today ben lai want go watch movie de but coz muhaha gals got tt *** haha then i dun feel like going le so nv go haha...eee lor so disgusting hahahaha...ok lah i go do hw le bahz...i think i will watch bleach later and maple also hahaha slacker haha...OHYA!! i will read the book today too hehe!! hahaha....hao bahz..end here haha...BYEBYE!! long blog sia hahahaha...
Winnie XD 2:49 pm.
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
hello..
today nth much to say bahz..all my result is just like shiit..almost all fail...
today very sad..even eat ice cream also cant cheer me up..just dun feel like toking...i dunno why..
maybe coz of the result?? but i dun think so bahz..
just wanted to cry out loud...
maybe i am tired??
maybe is feeling empty...
maybe is just want to stop thinking abt anything...
maybe maybe maybe maybe...
today nth much to say bahz..all my result is just like shiit..almost all fail...
today very sad..even eat ice cream also cant cheer me up..just dun feel like toking...i dunno why..
maybe coz of the result?? but i dun think so bahz..
just wanted to cry out loud...
maybe i am tired??
maybe is feeling empty...
maybe is just want to stop thinking abt anything...
maybe maybe maybe maybe...
Winnie XD 4:26 pm.
Sunday, May 14, 2006
haha yoz!! lets blog today haha ytd forgot to blog so blog together bahz...haha
Yesterday:
haha yoz!! today what i do leh?? today nv do anything bahz..whole day mapling haha...coz today sis sick so ben lai dun want go ahma house de but in the end papa call us to go coz no food haha...ben lai i dun want go de then my papa bu xiao xin off the switch of my com so lazy on again so go ahma house lor..haha then later reach ahma house maple again haha...then later go home chat online and maple while then chat on msn again then go slp hahaha...today so boring hor..
OHYA!! TODAY IS MY EEYORE FULL MONTH!!! hahahaha yay!! hahaha
Today:
haha today going to do bio hw with kel haha...in the morning 10am waken up by a msg...then go brush teeth then start doing abit bio hw first haha..then at 11 kel msg me said he reach my house downstair liao..so i prepare liao jiu go out of my house then at the stairs there met kel..dotzz lah he climb up the stairs then is like not tired at all..wah if is me i will like dying liao lor hahaha..nvm haha then go my house downstair de table...wah liao lah the table so dirty and disgusting lah...so we decided to go oppsite block de table haha...then start doing there lor..haha after awhile got two old lady and uncle came sit oppsite us haha..then awhile later they go liao haha..then we continue doing lor haha..
after awhile i felt hungry so called kel go buy muhahaha bully him hahahaha...then while waiting for him i do the bio lor haha..then he came back.we eat and do haha...the bio paper so many lah sianz then very lazy to do lor haha...then later coz need take handband coz my hair very irritating haha...then go up my house take handband and shun bian take tissue for kel..haha b4 go out i ate my lunch haha..then bring one apple for kel..coz mama said he nv have lunch so eat apple better then nth haha...ohya and i reach home tt time saw one big pair of shoe haha..is my sis bf de..haha he came our house to help my sis study thingy haha...
then later go down continue do bio again hahahaha..then later awhile saw my mama walk pass then so funny hahaha..haha nvm haha then later saw amanda haha she going home haha...then after tt FINALLY!! do finish bio haha..then we both tok tok awhile then i go home le haha...then came home bath then use com liao haha..nth liao bahz...coz tml got sch haha byebye!!
Yesterday:
haha yoz!! today what i do leh?? today nv do anything bahz..whole day mapling haha...coz today sis sick so ben lai dun want go ahma house de but in the end papa call us to go coz no food haha...ben lai i dun want go de then my papa bu xiao xin off the switch of my com so lazy on again so go ahma house lor..haha then later reach ahma house maple again haha...then later go home chat online and maple while then chat on msn again then go slp hahaha...today so boring hor..
OHYA!! TODAY IS MY EEYORE FULL MONTH!!! hahahaha yay!! hahaha
Today:
haha today going to do bio hw with kel haha...in the morning 10am waken up by a msg...then go brush teeth then start doing abit bio hw first haha..then at 11 kel msg me said he reach my house downstair liao..so i prepare liao jiu go out of my house then at the stairs there met kel..dotzz lah he climb up the stairs then is like not tired at all..wah if is me i will like dying liao lor hahaha..nvm haha then go my house downstair de table...wah liao lah the table so dirty and disgusting lah...so we decided to go oppsite block de table haha...then start doing there lor..haha after awhile got two old lady and uncle came sit oppsite us haha..then awhile later they go liao haha..then we continue doing lor haha..
after awhile i felt hungry so called kel go buy muhahaha bully him hahahaha...then while waiting for him i do the bio lor haha..then he came back.we eat and do haha...the bio paper so many lah sianz then very lazy to do lor haha...then later coz need take handband coz my hair very irritating haha...then go up my house take handband and shun bian take tissue for kel..haha b4 go out i ate my lunch haha..then bring one apple for kel..coz mama said he nv have lunch so eat apple better then nth haha...ohya and i reach home tt time saw one big pair of shoe haha..is my sis bf de..haha he came our house to help my sis study thingy haha...
then later go down continue do bio again hahahaha..then later awhile saw my mama walk pass then so funny hahaha..haha nvm haha then later saw amanda haha she going home haha...then after tt FINALLY!! do finish bio haha..then we both tok tok awhile then i go home le haha...then came home bath then use com liao haha..nth liao bahz...coz tml got sch haha byebye!!
Winnie XD 7:09 pm.
Friday, May 12, 2006
YOZ!! LONG LONG LONG LONG TIME NO SEE!! hahaha...lazy blog and dun feel like blogging these few days haha...
hmmm what i do today leh...
go for band meeting in the morning haha...so funny lah...i 9am go bus stop then wait wait wait...hmm why no bus de then wait awhile leeying msg me ask me reach liao mahz..then later...i said haven then continue waiting for bus...then until leeying msg me said she reach liao then i was diao!! i haven even get up the bus lah...diao and guess what the time...is 930am --_--"" 30min of waiting dotzz...haha then finally the bus came then i tot i was late liao...sure kana scold de..haha then later reach ang mo kio centre then u guess what i saw?? i saw daniel and celestine came down of the bus too haha..so qiao hahaha...then go mac together haha...then u know what?? onli leeying there dotzz everyone late hahahahaha....then big jon is the last to come dotzz lah..is he want meeting de then still late haha...then start meeting lor..haha meeting is fun haha...say alot of thingy bahz..cant wait for band camp to come hahaha....
haha and today going out with kel mahz then benlai meet at 11 at mrt station there but the meeting end late haha then kel decided to come mac find me instead then when he reach meeting still haven end haha..then later finally end and is like 115o liao haha he waited for 50min =X hahahaha sry!! haha then go marina watch movie the mission impossible 3...wah liao dam nice lah...is like so cool!! haha....then after movie is abt 345 then go walk walk awhile then go eat kfc haha...later go home liao...then now blog then later go play maple bahz i think haha....
ahya benlai want blog abt last few days too de but forgot liao hahaha...nvm bahz...end here le..byebye!! hehe
hmmm what i do today leh...
go for band meeting in the morning haha...so funny lah...i 9am go bus stop then wait wait wait...hmm why no bus de then wait awhile leeying msg me ask me reach liao mahz..then later...i said haven then continue waiting for bus...then until leeying msg me said she reach liao then i was diao!! i haven even get up the bus lah...diao and guess what the time...is 930am --_--"" 30min of waiting dotzz...haha then finally the bus came then i tot i was late liao...sure kana scold de..haha then later reach ang mo kio centre then u guess what i saw?? i saw daniel and celestine came down of the bus too haha..so qiao hahaha...then go mac together haha...then u know what?? onli leeying there dotzz everyone late hahahahaha....then big jon is the last to come dotzz lah..is he want meeting de then still late haha...then start meeting lor..haha meeting is fun haha...say alot of thingy bahz..cant wait for band camp to come hahaha....
haha and today going out with kel mahz then benlai meet at 11 at mrt station there but the meeting end late haha then kel decided to come mac find me instead then when he reach meeting still haven end haha..then later finally end and is like 115o liao haha he waited for 50min =X hahahaha sry!! haha then go marina watch movie the mission impossible 3...wah liao dam nice lah...is like so cool!! haha....then after movie is abt 345 then go walk walk awhile then go eat kfc haha...later go home liao...then now blog then later go play maple bahz i think haha....
ahya benlai want blog abt last few days too de but forgot liao hahaha...nvm bahz...end here le..byebye!! hehe
Winnie XD 8:48 pm.
